August 7, 2013

• I remembered on Monday, I was having a sort of dark cloud hanging over me. I didn’t know what caused the cloud to appear or to have it affect my mood… it was just there.

  And now, as I observed my surroundings the past few days, I think I know why. I think I’m starting to have a disconnect with some of the people in my life. Somehow the energy is off between me and those people when we converse or see each other in person. I don’t know if it’s because I’m reacting to that irregular aura between us, or maybe I might be feeling something off in their energy with something or someone else. I just think that maybe what I look or sound like to them is that I’m not all there. It’s been hard trying to fall asleep the past several days and I wake up even more tired than usual. I even try to go to bed early and still wake up exhausted. 

  Luckily, today starts a 4 day vacation that I most likely need. Some friends and I are doing our annual beach trip. It will give me a chance to get away from a work-filled clouded mind and reconnect with some close friends in a fun setting. Hopefully, this small break will be the refresher I need. 

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